~Actual Date: February 24, 2004~
~Actual Day: 44/89~


~Drake - Day 19~

Cyber N 666 has entered the room.
Cyber N 666: hello
Cyber N 666: me
YoshMan4 has entered the room.
ecukid1983 has entered the room.
Cyber N 666: yay!
Cyber N 666: two people
Cyber N 666: lol
YoshMan4: yay
YoshMan4: lol 3
ecukid1983: hey everyone
YoshMan4: hi
Cyber N 666: hello
YoshMan4: talkative lol
Cyber N 666: oui, oui
ecukid1983: sorry im just in a down mood
YoshMan4: nein, nich Francais
YoshMan4: t
Cyber N 666: Noticed in the away message...whats wrong, Ecu?
YoshMan4: i didn't see it hm
ecukid1983: i feel like a total failure
ecukid1983: and will never be anything
YoshMan4: brb i have to eat
YoshMan4: sorry ecu
YoshMan4: but brb
ecukid1983: i suck at college and at life
ecukid1983: but dont worry its not ur problem
Cyber N 666: Don't feel bad though, everyone has their ups and downs
Cyber N 666: And there is no way one could suck at life, for if they did, how could they be here?
Cyber N 666: <--bad at cheering people up
Cyber N 666: lol
ecukid1983: haha thanks
ecukid1983: so wonder whats happening tonight
Cyber N 666: maybe a merge?
ecukid1983: im thinking later in the week
Cyber N 666: maybe
YoshMan4: sorry i had to eat
ecukid1983: thats ok
Cyber N 666: enjoy it?
ecukid1983: food is importand
YoshMan4: i think merge is tomorrow
Cyber N 666: You ate fast
Cyber N 666: lol
YoshMan4: but there is some twist tomorrow
YoshMan4: i mean today
Cyber N 666: why do you say that?
YoshMan4: i have a hunch
Cyber N 666: ah
YoshMan4: lol
Cyber N 666: hunches are nifty
Cyber N 666: lol
ecukid1983: oh so u dont know that
ecukid1983: lol
Cyber N 666: lol
YoshMan4: lol no my guess is twist today merge tomorrow
YoshMan4: but its a guess
YoshMan4: lol
ecukid1983: haha ok
YoshMan4: who sat out last challenge
ecukid1983: sure hope so or id be gone at next TC
ecukid1983: lol
ecukid1983: i did
YoshMan4: no
YoshMan4: you were in it
ecukid1983: oh yeah i was wasnt i that was the one before last i sat out
YoshMan4: i remember me and you and i dont rmember who else
Cyber N 666: I sat out
YoshMan4: ok
ecukid1983: ok thats good
YoshMan4: isnt break awesome :-)
ecukid1983: im not on break
YoshMan4: oh when is your break
ecukid1983: second week in march
YoshMan4: aw that is close then
ecukid1983: yeah but not close enough
ecukid1983: lol
ecukid1983: wow more talking tonight
YoshMan4: lol itll be here eventually this next monday is first week of march
Cyber N 666: I want another week off
Cyber N 666: lol
YoshMan4: we get that in april
ecukid1983: and im not even feeling good
ecukid1983: lol
YoshMan4: lol well i hope you feel better soon though
ecukid1983: yeah its not sickness its just my mood
YoshMan4: what exactly is wrong?
ecukid1983: ill post my away message for u
YoshMan4: ok
ecukid1983: ok i officially give up. I'm a failure and im gonna have to get use to it. im just gonna be a deadbeat. Gosh i hate myself. Why cant i actually make something out of myself. Leave me alone please. Im thinking.:'(
ecukid1983: ok does that sum it up
ecukid1983: lol
YoshMan4: oh why do you think you are a failure? what happened today to make you think somethign that isnt true?
ecukid1983: well i suck in school and im losing my motivation for school and life and i have no local friends to motivate me or that believe in me
YoshMan4: well you can always improve in school, you have to find motivation, it can be hard but look inside and you can find it, it's there somewhere
YoshMan4: and what about that one friend you consider your brother? isn't he a great local friend?
ecukid1983: well he moved
YoshMan4: well i am sure there are some people here who believe in you, people around you i am sure there are you just are blinded by your own feelings of thinking your nothing when you arent nothing
ecukid1983: maybe
ecukid1983: im sorry im not trying to bring the morale of the team down so lets not focus on me ok
Cyber N 666: TREE MAIL!
YoshMan4: yay
Cyber N 666: WHAT WILL HAPPEN? COME AND SEE
ecukid1983: :-)
Cyber N 666: SOON THERE WILL NO LONGER BE THREE
Cyber N 666: DO YOU HAVE WHAT IT WILL TAKE?
Cyber N 666: OR ARE YOU REALLY JUST A FAKE?
YoshMan4: merge to 2 tribes
Cyber N 666: THE NEXT PART BEGINS TODAY
Cyber N 666: WHICH PART? YOU'LL HAVE A SAY
Cyber N 666: possibly back to two tribes if he feels like being mean
Cyber N 666: lol
YoshMan4: yes i feel liek 2 tribes
YoshMan4: for a day
ecukid1983: yeah makes sense
YoshMan4: because that's evil like guy
ecukid1983: haha
YoshMan4: lol hmm
ecukid1983: did yaw get eaten by mosquitos last night
ecukid1983: lol
ecukid1983: i did
YoshMan4: lol nah i slept under leaves or something dunno what it was
Cyber N 666: I have a big mosquito bite on my leg
YoshMan4: yay funness!
Cyber N 666: I don't know where it came from
Cyber N 666: seeing as it is definitly 30 degrees outside
ecukid1983: oh yeah i bit u last night
Cyber N 666: lol
ecukid1983: lol
Cyber N 666: X_X
YoshMan4: lol

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